Danny Hanning of The Other Shoe - May 6th, 2014[/caption].
Welcome back My Dear Readers to The Other Shoe. It has been three days since last I posted. I apologize for the absence, but it is not without good reason. On Tuesday, just two days ago, I visited my Infectious Disease specialist. Evidently between the CT scan results and the blood test results, I am headed to a wee bit of surgery. On Monday, the 28th of June, I am to have several “growths” removed and biopsies taken.
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Honestly, My Dear Readers with this hanging over my head I just have not felt the desire to write. Yes, I am terribly depressed and I sit around, alone, and just kind of worry and think. Allen is still working two jobs, and that means that he is gone most of the time. Since this… course of events, my time alone has not be spent productively. I (used to) get right up in the morning and start up the computer. Check out the news of the day, and start up the word processor.
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One thing would lead to another, and soon I would be writing something at a frantic pace. That is not the case, for the past several days. I get up... watch the news… then I sit, kind of depressed, and think of what life will be like if I am diagnosed with cancer. That sets in and, soon the day is lost to thought and depression. I know that, in time, that I am going to deeply regret this ‘lost time’. That I could be working on the ‘Missing Chapters’ of ‘The Horror in Smithville’ that are so very essential to the continuation of that work.
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Most of all, I miss writing and seeing that my work is read. The ‘Likes’ and the traffic numbers spiraling upwards. Now, they are trending down as I am not producing and not promoting. I am sorry… My Dear Readers, it is just I am overwhelmed with this.
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I hope that I will get negative results and be seen clear of cancer. I am sure, that shortly after; I will get back into my habit of writing and publishing. Right now… I am just going to read some… and think.
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I did not want to leave the blog empty for anymore days. It has been three days since I posted… and I just had to write and tell all of you, My Dear Readers, something. I am here… I am… well? I am waiting to hear. I am depressed and I am genuinely hoping that this is all behind me, soon.
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Take care… and just as soon as I know something… you will, too.
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Adieu!
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Thank YOU!
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Danny Hanning of The Other Shoe - May 6th, 2014[/caption]
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